Hi beautiful! 🌸

Never on a single moment of your life EVER doubt yourself.You may not be perfect, hurt, confused. But always remember you are more than enough, maybe you were just investing yourself on a person who is not perfectly fit for you, BUT you are enough and perfect on your own.
You are beautiful.
You are strong.
You are brave.
You are healed.
You are forgiven.
You are redeemed.
You are cherished.
You are complete.
You are loved.

Cheer up, okay? 💋

consistency? check.✔

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Here’s the message I’ve got from my brother 2years ago, wasn’t able to save the message he sent me last year, tapos kanina while blaize and I were busy filming ourselves, I recieved a message from him again 😭😭😭

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diba ngaaaaa! what have I done to deserve such a sweet kuya 😭😭😭

nattouch lang ako kasi kahit na busy ako sa paghahanap ng pagmamahal sa iba, meron akong mga kapatid na sobrang baby ako para sa kanila. I have friends who’s willing to sacrifice their dates at payag akong i-thirdwheel wag lang daw ako maiwan sa office magisa mamaya 😂😂😂

I believe naman na this day is not just for who are romantically inlove with each other, may it be your brothers, sisters, nanay, tatay, any of your relatives and friends, as long as you love the person, don’t forget to express your feelings for them, not only now but everyday (even if sometimes mas matimbang yung inis hahaha)

Enjoy para sa lahat ng mga may date bukas! Sana nakapag pa reserve kayo ng seats at hindi ma traffic ❤❤❤

Happy Valentines!💋

leap of faith.

what if our time is about to end soon?
what if tomorrow won’t going to happen?
what if when we sleep today, the sun won’t shine for us anymore?
what if this would be our last breath on earth?

are you be prepared?
have you said everything that what’s meant to be said?
let go of your fears or your happiness is at stake.

we don’t own our life here on earth,
everything here is uncertain,
and the only constant thing we would get to experience is change.

I hope that even though our time here is limited,
we’ll be able to say that we live our lives with no regrets.

Be happy. Say you’re sorry.
Let go of your pride, forgive your enemy.
Kiss your fears aways, embrace spontaniety.
Never let your doubts control your sanity.

Show you care.
Say what you mean and mean what you say.
Life’s too short to hold back.
Do not be afraid to love and be loved.

Happy Heart’s day everyone!❤❤❤

-gayleemae💋

uhmm … hi?

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Hi? .. uhmm .. yeah, hi.. It’s been a while now since I wrote in here..
Nothing much to say, uhm no, actually there’s a lot to tell but I really just don’t feel to vent on here..

Ano ba? haha I don’t wanna start with some heartbreaking stories, ang OA nung heartbreaking ha?, ayun, well nag sstart na naman akong mawala sa sarili HAHAH! kanina I was just on the floor, nasa ilalim ng desk ko, binato nga ko unan nun TL ko, LOL tapos hinaharapan ako ng salamin ng mga officemates ko, “tignan mo nga sarili mo, muka kang tanga” ugh!

Well, ewan yoko mag share ng detailed story dito kaya di ako nagbubukas ng blog recently, ayoko talagang mag start mag sulat, kasi eto — magkkwento ako, which is NOT NECESSARY AT THE MOMENT. ayoko lang. basta. right now, I just wanna be silent — weeeeeell! *excuse me twitter* *ehem* HAHAHA!

grabeeeh naman! post – tweet – retweet lang naman ako dun, and not all post i’ve shared were about me or has something to do with me, well, uhm, most of it BUT NOT ALL! minsan i just like the lines on the movies, phrases, lyrics or quotes BUT it wasn’t about me, err NOT ALL i mean.

So why I’m still here at the office? kasi ayoko magisa sa bahay, andun ako ngayon the whole weekends yikes! anung gagawin ko diba? kakausapin ko na naman sarili ko, next week na lang ako uuwi, nun thursday di ko na kinaya, I took SL pagdating ko ng boarding house around 4am? tulog na ako nun till 6pm — walang kain kain, walang inom inom bes! HAHAH satisfy ung tulog ko pero ung katawang lupa ako hinang hina sa gutom HAHAHA! pagod na pagod kasi yung puso katawan ko.

Pag ka gising ko, naligo ako then decided to go to SM, may binili lang then kumain ako waffledog, nakita ko mukang masarap so I tried (very liberating yung pag-iisa) muka kang tanga na nakain habang palakad lakad magisa, HAHAHA tapos ka opinyunan mo sa sinusukat mo is yung mga saleslady “ate, muka ba akong mataba dito?” or “mas mukang mataba?” o kaya “yung totoo? bagay ba kasi? baka hindi? baka niloloko mo lang ako” HAHAHAH

Then went back home at 8, kakain sana ako sa mall pero naisip ko mag Andoks na lang, kumain ng rice meal, una wala na akong pera, pangalawa HAHAHAAH! walang pangalawa! leche! >.<

Tapos 9 nasa bahay na ako ulit, chat with ate till 10 sabi ko kasi antok na ko, went back to sleep tapos nagising ako 9am na papasok na naman sa office, pagkapasok ko wala na — nag emote na lang ako HAHA! I can’t even answer emails mygad!

I watched The Passengers kanina, the just finished Moana — I like the last line sa The Passengers “we got lost along the way, but we’ve found each other and we made  a life together

Hmm, maybe we’re just a little lost char! or ako lang yung lost, nasan kaba kasi! hanapin mo naman ako let’s make the most out of it na! what if this would be my last day? or your last day? or what if  we can’t make it ’till our 30’s? or 40’s? or what if hanggang bukas na lang ako, sayang diba? sana naging masaya na tayo. “I can make you so happy” — Fiona #TheApocalypseChild 😀

Ang daldal ko na naman kaya ayokong nagsusulat, pero mygad! ngayon na lang talaga ako naglabas ng emosyon! for a week I’ve been quiet, there’s someone who told me recently to be a better gaylee, I know I won’t make him proud when this affects my work, when I start to starve myself or won’t take care of myself, sabi nya kasi I should be a better me, maybe he wasn’t saying that so when he comes back I’ll be better for him, maybe he was saying that kasi he wants me to be a better version FOR MYSELF, for the people who loves me and for my future-whoever-that-is.

*sigh* namimis ko lang magkwento about anything and everything tapos makikinig lang sya kahit di ko alam kung na aabsorb nya ba yung kwento ko talaga kasi naglalaro sya HAHAHA!

Soooo that’s it! I’ll be back, soon. whatever the result of all this, I promise not to give up on myself, on you, on us, on love. (gusto mo ba ng YUM burger?) HAHAHAH! #jollibeecommercials #crush

ktnxbye.

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