I’m currently listening on Courage by I Belong To The Zoo, wala lang i was thinking of writing about what I’ve been through since my last update here, pero naisip ko masyadong mahaba, then i heard this “You know you amazed me for how strong you go, you managed to pick yourself up even after of it all”
Ako nagsasabi sa sarili ko nun hahhaa! I just missed writing so bad! Wala na ako masyadong feels, sa dami nang nangyari sakin, parang i lost all the words.
So, im just leaving you guys with one of my favorite sunset shot that I took when i was in Siargao to remind us that Sunsets, like endings can be beautiful too 😊
If happiness is a choice, then why it isn’t part of my options?
Overthinking kills (happiness). It creates problems that wasn’t even there.
You’ll never know how to deal with people who has anxiety until you meet me 😭 I need more patient and understanding people around me, i’m trying naman pero pwedeng dahan dahan? 😭😭😭
It hurts when you have been slapped with the truth, that those cuts that he left me haven’t healed yet. But instead of hurt, i feel scared.
I used to say that i will keep the love in my heart burning but you know what? I don’t know what it feels like anymore, what it looks like or how it can be expressed.
I can’t trust anyone. I don’t believe anyone. I don’t want to be vulnerable, I don’t want to be dependent, weak, fragile again. I don’t want to be the old me.
But no one seems to notice that, and it’s fine.