bakit list

I still have 5months left before this year ends,
my first half of 2016 didn’t go as planned, some may say that “nasayang mo yung half year mo, puro ka lang iyak” but you know what? for me, that was actually the hightlight of my emotional maturity. HAHAHA! pa deep

Pero totoo, pero yuhh, we won’t talk about that now, next time, alam mo namang d ko kayang magsulat pag sobra sa emosyon or wala ng emosyon at all. HAHA

this.

Goals! 👆👆👆

and this is the whole point of this post, I got 5 months left para i achieve ang self love mantra ko. 

Wala lang, kahit ano, this can include things to do that involves my friends, family but most specially things that can make me happy and myself again (it’s not that i still feel that i’m sad or broken or whatever, it’s just a to-do things in knowing myself better and the road on being the best version of myself)

Leggo? G!

  • Never let ANYONE treat you as part of their options (when you say anyone, it goes beyond romantic relationships ha? even in your friends, if you feel like you are on a wrong situation, or you feel like you are just being used, taken for granted, or in a toxic relationship, LEAVE. just leave. have the balls to leave them behind gayleemae, don’t be afraid to outgrew them) 👌
  • Debt free 2017 (potek gayleemae! pumasok tayo sa 2017 na walang balance sa card! HAHA — this one I know i can talaga 👊)
  • Vacation with mama (yup! flight namin pa Cebu/Bohol next week, goodluck sa gastos pero if its for my mom, why not diba? happy 61st in advance!)
  • Vacation with siblings (I really want to spend time with my siblings, lalo na ngayon they have their own partners na ata, previously blogged about it, may bf na si ate isasama nya sa saturday sa bahay, si kuya naman meron na din gf, so i guess bago nila ako tuluyan palitan, I need to go out with them)
  • Spend time with old friends (ay ito na startan ko na, recently I met with wyeth and angie after 2yrs na hindi kami nagkikita, nag picnic kami (will blog about it next time) then had lunch date with my favorite couple jeje and argee, hindi pa kami nagkikita ni dekdek ang panget ko pa kasi! HAHAH pero magkikita kami before sya umalis for her work out of the country, yung planned date din namin ni Hapey my favorite cousin hindi natuloy pa, and si Cherry ang kumare ko na first time ko nameet 2014 after being textmate of 10yrs hahaha hindi pa ulit kami nag meet July sana, si Jun pa! ang dakila kong suporta nung wasak days ko, mag meet din kami, and yung betabex pa na nagmamakaawa na sa oras ko. MYGAAAD! i haaaavee lots of friends! looking back on what i’ve lost, sooobrang dami nung nagain ko, aside from the experience itself, sooobrang nag arise yung mga taong nag care sakin, sa office nababy ako, dumami super friends ko, ewan ko na overwhelmed ako sa love ❤)
  • Meet and create new friends (sa dami ng kaibigan ko, mag dagdag pa ako? hahaha! support never stops, and it’s nice to feel na you don’t always need someone who can be romantically affectionate on you just to feel that you are loved, si Manuel naging buddy ko sya on discovering new foods, twice ko na sya kasama sa Hugot Cafe and sa Amo Yamie, (i’ll blog about those proooomiiise) pero alam mo yun? walang malisya, walang pressure minsan months bago kami magusap maliban sa office kasi taga ITG ko sya HAHAH tapos pag may gusto ko puntahan itetext ko sya ng ‘bakla punta tayo dito samahan mo ko’ G agad sya HAHA hassle-free-kaladkaring-friend.
  • Learn new food to cook (gusto kong magluto! HAHAH isipin ko anung bago kong pagaaralan)
  • Read/finish book at least once a month (what was the last book i’ve read? Me Before You pa 😫)
  • Hiking/Trekking (please naman! kahit yung pinakamura at pinaka minor climb lang, kahit at least 2 climb before this year ends, i really need to make pawis!)
  • Stay on a place you are completely foreign (kahit 2days and 1 night lang, doesn’t have to be expensive as well, hindi kailangan by plane, bring your backpack, your journal, ride a bus, be on the next town na hindi mo na puntahan, eat street foods, be yourself. no social media)

— to be continued pag may naisip ulit ako and antok na ko 😂😂😂

separation anxiety soon?

JUST IN!

may girlfriend na kuya kooooo!! (35y/o)
while browsing earlier in facebook, i saw the video he posted with the caption “Enchanted Kingdom with my partner in life” 😷😷 *felt sick* char! HAHAHAH

convo with kuyabels

oh diba, inispluk ko talaga dito yung conversation namin ni kuya HAHAHAH! mabait naman ako sa mga naging girlfriends nya (iniisip ko kasi lagi baka awayin ako sa side ng magiging kung sino man ko kapag nagmaldita ako) pero bully ako sa una talaga, HAHAHA baka kasi apiapihin nya kuya ko eh, syempre iccheck ko muna kung katiwa-tiwala sya. 😂😂😂

Tapos si ate may ka ‘baby-han na din’ (37y/o) 😷😷😷

*felt sick again* HAHAHAH ang late bloomers ng kapatid ko! pero infairness masaya ako na may nag nagmamahal na sa kanilang iba (if its really love) kesa naman ako at mama ko lang ang nagmamahal sa kanila. HAHAHAHAHA char lang!

i just want them to be happy, reeeaaal happy!
tapos nagmessage ako kay mama, kinamusta ko din sya at nagreport na agad sya sakin about kuya 😂😂😂

convo with mama

sineen nya ako pag kasabi ko hahanap ako bf ko HAHAHAHAH! nakakaloka po sya 😂😂😂

sige kung ayaw nya ako mag bf, crush crush na lang muna 😍😍😍

hmm

i wonder what she says to make the other said “i wanna trust you. i really do”

HAHHAHAHA ! tapos … ugh! never mind.

again, you’ll know more of a person on the way they leave you and treated you when they are on the most gipit days of their lives.

kalma na ko :)

Sorry kanina, soooobrang badtrip lang ako, wala naman ako mapaglalabasan ng nararamdaman ko, nakakatamad mag kwento sa ibang tao kasi madami na masyadong nangyari, at kung yung iilang part lang ikkwento ko baka maging unfair yung judgement,
hayaan mong ako na lang ang mag judge sa situation!
HAHAHAHA.

Pinili kong kumalma kasi yun ang tama, kasi matalino ako eh, HAHAHA! kasi matured na ko, kasi mas may isip siguro ako? o kasi dahil alam kong magmumuka lang ako lalong tanga pag nagpa apekto ako?
Like, hello! she’s making you look and feel like one and then i’ll give her the satisfaction of acting like it?
uhmm, pass na po ako dyan!

I read this quote kanina —
Do not get upset with people or situation,
both are powerless without your reaction.

Unless you gave them the power,through reacting on it, both will either make or break you.

Buuuut i’ll tell you, it doesn’t mean that when im ignoring things and being quite about it is that im okay with it ..
Pinagbukas ko ng account ung mga tao na nakakasakit sakin, pag puno na savings nila kusa kong i-withdraw tapos ibabalik ko sa inyo. CHAROT! hahahahahaha 😂😂😂

pero seryoso, meron na kayong advantage card, like you’re actually earning points with everything that you do to me, ang suki nyo nga eh, i may act like im cool and okay with it but — no hun, it’s not okay:)
Pero kalma ako. seryoso. HAHAHA

sleep na ko 💋
12:05am

and yes! i know she's a keeper RIP 2011-2016

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